Come see me a little less

You stick to me as if 

you have no one else to be with, You cling to my heart like you haven't any place else to go, You smile at me arms spread wide Ever ready  to grasp my hand And hold on, hold on. You are everywhere I go Strolling lazily by my side, my shadow. Sometimes concealed, Stealthing nonetheless along As if not to tell But prove that I'm wrong. I try hiding And I run But I guess, you and I are bound by some unseen contract, a pact 'Never to part' Never let go' Let me tell you one thing though I never feared you And am not scared now It's a thing called 'hatred' that I have for you, (I'll tell you why I'll tell you how) For you're the one the only one Who hugs me tight who holds my hand when I fall. You're the one  the only one who calls my name who reaches out, finds me when I'm lost. You accompany jealousy, tears and scars, Raging battles in my head Fueling war after war You rise inside me, a slithering snake Lulling me slowly to sleep Yet throbbing, You keep me awake. I wonder whether you'll go away If...when...I die 'Together forever, darling' You whisper back Your thin, silent lips toying a smile. 'At least come and see me a little less, Wouldn't that suffice?'

With a tiny shrug Pain, turns on his heels Those sad dark pupils,  gleaming with malice.